At Night

Mostly I dun like at NIGHT,
It is kinda scary out staying at hostel,I dun much like to stay at hostel too........
It is scary,boring and many many more.Even though I have my laptop with me,but I still feel lonely.....
Nobody will speak with me,accompany me to watch movie!Everyone is not at the hostel every night,all left is ME!
My dear will never understand me,when I am lonely.....I will wrote my feeling at this blog,I wanted to sleep every night...But when I closed my eyes,I felt scare...I dun know why!I hope someone can acc me when I sleep.Like that,I wont feel scare......It is hard to find someone to sleep with me..so SAD!
I really dun like staying at hostel,I felt so lonely....Not only that I will feel lonely,I feel scare too..
WHY???Nobody will stay at the hostel at NIGHT!!!!!!All went out,I dunno where they go...But I wont see anyone at hostel....SIENZ nia....I feel like want to cry every night.
Even though i have a bf,but he cannot acc me much.....He will always had something to do..I dunno why!!!Everyday got something to do....
In The Morning
He go study,He eat,Chit chat with freinds....He will never spend some time calling me
In The Afternoon
He will attend classes,Eat
In The Night
He Eats and Sleep
tat's all......................
I dun want to say anything liao